tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26465123274888609382024-03-05T22:47:36.589+08:00suhailinaimSaga of my life...may it be a safe journey to the eternitysuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.comBlogger97125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-10735641829368708362013-10-11T22:16:00.000+08:002013-10-11T22:16:02.724+08:00It's unplanned...again..
My car broke down again. Yesterday, I've taken unplanned leave for the same reason ~sigh~
My husband did not allow me to use the car to work. Yes, he was right and he got the point. The engine was noisy and it's dangerous for me to travel alone to Linggi.
So, it's unplanned leave again. It's not me. Luckily that I work in Klinik Kesihatan; taking leave with my colleagues around is not a suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-64867661179356290872013-10-10T11:19:00.001+08:002013-10-10T11:19:14.245+08:00Finding my track...againOh, it's already one year.
So many things happened in my life.
So many things that I need to cope and adapt with.
I don't want to miss writing it down again as it is for my reminder in the future.
I'll find back my track.
Oh Allah, please give me strength. Please guide me and my family to Your path.
Note : It's already Zulhijjah. I missed Qurban for this year. I hope I can suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-79230150121490121612012-10-20T20:39:00.001+08:002012-10-20T20:42:51.279+08:00Finding back my track
It has been almost 3 months since I became an MO. It's ironic as there's no entry at all after housemanship. I'll take my time to write it down. Hopefully it'll be beneficial to me and others.
Note: Today is Ayah's birthday; his 60th birthday. I pray for the best for him. May Allah shower him with His blessing.
suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-57748524999829604412012-06-23T12:12:00.001+08:002012-06-23T12:12:52.179+08:00Saya mesti sabar selalu
Wahai diri, bersabarlah.
Tempat yang paling mencabar kesabaran saya adalah di ED berbanding dengan posting lain. Berhadapan dengan seribu satu kerenah pesakit amat menguji kemampuan saya menahan sabar dan terus bersabar. Mungkin cabaran itu bertambah dengan perasaan letih dan penat bekerja sehari-hari.
Setiap hari saya berkata pada diri yang saya harus memberi yang terbaik untuk suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-84334413148077035782012-06-11T12:43:00.001+08:002012-06-11T12:43:38.095+08:00Today and days after
I am post double shift today. I don't want to say the word 't***d' anymore though my body couldn't take it and couldn't lie about it.
I just want to move forward, see what's ahead awaits for me.
Everyday is full of learning and I appreciate it.
I really hope for the best for today and the days after. To Allah, I put all my hope and prayers. Ameen.
71200 Serembansuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-28883379181717585142012-06-03T10:13:00.000+08:002012-06-03T10:13:51.445+08:00That lights and siren
I don't like to be in an ambulance. It makes me nauseated. Before this, I was in the ambulance to send cases especially when I was in medical and surgical posting. But this time, I have to attend cases and bring the patient to hospital.
During my very first ambulance call, I was so afraid to face it though we had gone through BLS and BTLS courses. I was not so sure what am I afraid of; suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-164925403193530522012-05-15T00:17:00.003+08:002012-05-15T00:18:41.562+08:00Harapan di ED
Setiap hari saya berusaha untuk menyesuaikan diri dengan jadual shift di ED; double shift dan hari kelepasan yang tidak menentu. Berusaha untuk masih berfungsi pada hari kelepasan (post double); saya tidak mampu untuk tidur sahaja dari pagi hingga ke petang walaupun sememangnya amat letih dan penat - terasa masa terbazir begitu sahaja.
Dari hari ke hari, saya berusaha untuk membaiki diri, suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-64926397729858027042012-04-28T10:05:00.000+08:002012-04-28T10:11:33.432+08:00ED posting
Dua hari lepas, sudah genap sebulan saya bertugas di Jabatan Kecemasan (ED). Rutin hidup bertukar dengan sistem shift di ED yang berbeza dengan jabatan-jabatan lain. Tiada istilah hari minggu. Hari-hari merupakan hari bekerja kecuali HK (Hari Kelepasan); itu pun setelah mengharungi double shift pada hari sebelumnya. Saya tabahkan hati mengharunginya. Kalau orang lain boleh buat, mengapa bukan suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-49775270422236394882012-04-09T09:35:00.003+08:002012-04-18T13:40:36.697+08:00Orthopaedics in memoryI've never imagined before that I'd love orthopedics like this. During student time, despite the feeling that orthopedics is just another subject and it-is-not-so-for-me, I enjoyed my posting with all the dedicated lecturers and in fact I got orthopedics case for my long case in my final professional exam - acute osteomyelitis in a child which complicated with sepsis that required ICU admission.Isuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-19686111187016466702012-03-03T13:52:00.004+08:002012-03-03T14:23:10.849+08:00Setahun berlalu, kini bertambah satu27 tahun berlalu.Syukur, Alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat yang Engkau kurniakan.Semakin bertambah umur, semakin banyak dosa yang dipikul, tapi entah kan bertambah pahala yang terkumpul.Berilah aku petunjuk untuk sampai ke syurgaMu.Terima kasih buat emak yang melahirkan, buat ayah yang sama-sama membesarkan.Terima kasih buat adik-adik yang menceriakan.Terima kasih buat kawan-kawan yang sama-sama suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-48479687329674700362012-02-04T08:48:00.002+08:002012-02-04T08:59:23.202+08:00Dia, Idola sayaTensennye kerja sebagai HO... tapi kalau fikirkan ad orang kerjanya lagi tensen dpd HO.kerja HO berurusan dengan orang sakit, kerja dia dengan semua orang. wajib pulak tu.HO selalu kena marah, ugut dikenakan tindakan, extend, etc. Dia sampai kena baling batu lagi pasal buat kerja.HO ad off day, die xde.HO boleh mengadu pada mak, ayah, adik, kakak...(dan facebook, haha.). die xde sapa2 kat dunia suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-71615394087770086152012-02-01T07:35:00.004+08:002012-02-01T08:31:55.088+08:00I'm hurt =(I'm hurt =(But those problems are expected in coordinating and managing people.Thank you to those who never understand. Maybe you are right in fighting for your right which I seldom compromised.Thank you to those who never considerate. Maybe you are right because I never know your personal problems which I could never bear if it happens to me. Ya Allah, please help me to be sincere in my job. I suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-68970056545843528112012-01-17T22:05:00.004+08:002012-03-03T21:51:39.249+08:00Permudahkan urusanku, Ya AllahMeski ku rapuhDi dalam langkahKadang tak setia kepadaMuNamun cinta dalam jiwaHanyalah padaMuMaafkanlah, bila hatiTak sempurna mencintaiMuDalam dada kuharap hanyaDiriMu yang bertakhtaOpick - Rapuh71200 SerembanWahai diri, ikhlaskan hati untuk segala-galanya.suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-37606391751185310422011-12-26T11:50:00.002+08:002011-12-26T12:12:12.352+08:00Thank youI learn one thing as a doctor; never promise your loved ones except when you are on leave.I seldom could make things on time with them i.e. wedding, meal, outing etc. Sometimes things just happened before you go back and you need to attend it.I must be very thankful to my parents and siblings; who are very understanding and never complained about it.They waited for me in hospital for about 1 hoursuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-66086520664821234392011-12-21T20:56:00.004+08:002012-03-03T21:53:45.821+08:00Wad Patah dan PotongTergelak besar saya malam tadi. Bertugas shif malam di wad 5A; sesudah selesai semua kerja dan review pesakit mana yang perlu, saya sempat berbual-bual dengan seorang pesakit yang matanya masih belum mahu tidur. Muda lagi orangnya, baru 20 tahun; terlibat dalam kemalangan motosikal dan mendapat kecederaan - open fracture grade 2 of right tibia/fibula. Dua hari lepas wound debridement and externalsuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-4347393280199360592011-11-06T21:38:00.004+08:002011-11-06T23:23:14.267+08:00Salam aidiladhaSalam aidiladha buat semua.Alhamdulillah, saya bercuti untuk 2 hari ini =)Gelombang aidiladha pada tahun ini sedikit berbeza. Liputan di Tanah Suci banyak disiarkan di media massa; lebih daripada tahun-tahun yang lalu. Perbincangan tentang isu-isu Tanah Suci juga banyak disiarkan dan yang menggembirakan saya, ianya disiarkan pada slot-slot perdana. Tidaklah seperti beberapa tahun dahulu; suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-82610910091043699322011-11-06T12:07:00.009+08:002011-11-06T14:10:03.754+08:00Berusaha wahai diri!4 bulan yang panjang di Jabatan Pediatrik.Semasa posting ini saya banyak mengeluh sendirian.Semasa posting ini saya banyak memujuk hati menahan sabar. Semasa posting ini saya banyak merenung kembali mencari kekuatan. Semasa posting ini saya banyak memohon pada Tuhan agar dimudahkan segala urusan.Biarlah mereka yang berbaju biru itu selalu salahkan kami (HO) semasa meeting department sebab 'tak suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-25971408615188010252011-09-15T10:45:00.004+08:002011-09-15T10:55:52.237+08:00God is like that..."God is like that. He will just erase anything he wants if he wants to take away something." said one of my friend. At that time, we had a cute little baby who was just passed away due to severe congenital anomalies.Congratulations to the baby - you are an ahlul Jannah (member of the Heaven).'Congratulations' to the parents - your baby is in the Jannah (Heaven); waiting for you and will always suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-60387991951093186662011-08-16T22:28:00.006+08:002011-09-09T22:06:35.725+08:00Pesakit, Bayi dan SayaBanyak sungguh entry yang tertangguh. Semuanya saya tulis separuh jalan, sebab tertidur di pertengahan jalan :pDalam bulan kedua dalam posting pediatrik, masih terlalu banyak perkara yang saya perlu belajar. Saya akan menjaga SCN (Special Care Nursery) sehingga akhir bulan ini, jadi pesakit-pesakit saya adalah mereka yang berumur kurang dari 30 hari.Saya menjaga mereka yang suci.. Saya menjaga suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-52646885255840391012011-07-30T16:46:00.006+08:002011-07-30T17:44:00.408+08:00Ramadhan Kareem =)Alhamdulillah.Ramadhan is coming and I am still in tagging period in Paediatrics Department - to complete a total of 14 days (but today I am taking a day off - how nice is this department!)Oh, 2/3 of the day to be spent in hospital ~sigh~I am not sure whether I'll be strong enough to perform Terawih prayers if every night I've to go back at 11 to 11.30pm.I'm not sure whether I'll be strong enoughsuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-51411363793387335282011-07-22T00:26:00.002+08:002011-07-22T01:12:27.434+08:00Kuantan dan KenanganSetahun berlalu. Saya kembali ke Kuantan. Menziarahi tempat saya belajar tentang hidup; hampir semua tentang kehidupan. Bersyukur rasanya diberi kekuatan oleh Allah untuk mengharungi 5 tahun yang panjang dahulu.Berada di sini mengingatkan saya akan cita-cita dan harapan saya dan kawan-kawan - mahu graduate dan berbakti kepada masayarakat.Tinggi sungguh cita-cita kami. Tetapi kesibukan dan suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-86347669585403306322011-07-17T11:25:00.003+08:002011-07-17T12:11:16.860+08:00Saya rindu UIASaya rindu UIA.Saya juga rindu Kuantan. Saya rindu kawan-kawan di UIA.Bukan semua kami datang dari sekolah agama, tapi kami belajar agama sama-sama di UIA.Saya rindu cikgu-cikgu saya di UIA.Cikgu-cikgu saya yang penuh dengan 'wisdom' dan sentiasa memberi inspirasi dengan cara meraka yang tersendiri.Saya tak tahu sama ada saya sudah buat mereka gembira atau tidak; tapi saya tetap berusaha ke arah suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-64671230808802397722011-07-16T11:39:00.004+08:002011-07-16T12:42:48.218+08:00My Patients & My Patience"Patients are always like that. Never tried to understanding anything. Do they know that we are also human being?""But they are patients. They are sick.""Why are they coming at this time 3 o'clock in the morning for not passing motion for 3 days?""Mr. X, please come to hospital. Your father is discharged today." "Doctor, I cannot come today. I don't have the GL." "We need the bed for someone elsesuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-58748127763837819882011-07-15T21:05:00.003+08:002011-07-16T05:50:05.137+08:00Surgery?Oh..only a few days left before finishing this surgery...and I still haven't done with my assessment ~sigh~Compared to medical, surgery is simpler; at least at the level of houseman - proper history and examination, establishing diagnosis, optimizing patient for operation, assissting operation, and post op care so patient can be discharged. Above all, assisting operation is the easiest and takingsuhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2646512327488860938.post-85274798346816458682011-04-29T19:48:00.002+08:002011-04-30T08:38:14.180+08:00Around the ward 1It was my first on call in surgery.A rectosigmoid cancer with ovarian metastasis patient just came in to the ward after a long surgery since 10am; underwent total colectomy with ileostomy. She was on epidural analgesia.I was greeted by the family members with, "Doctor! Why this patient is not sent to ICU? The surgeon has promised me that this patient will be nursed in ICU after the operation!""I suhailinaimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00914613721201630222noreply@blogger.com3